Four years.

Four years. Four wonderful years of goodnight kisses, hand holding. Four Wonderful years of 'I love you" and "I told you so". Four years of having my best friend by my side. Have you guessed yet what today is? Today is my Four year anniversary with the hubby.

More mushy love crap after the cut. 

This is the wonderful guy I married. Okay well I guess I didn't marry him when he acted like this no. He use to be different  I don't think the guy I married would have ever thought he would spend a Saturday baking home made bread and wearing a sleeping baby on his chest. Sometimes I can not believe how much our lives have changed in just four years, we went from living in a small apartment with one of my best friends to owning our own house and having two kids. Just like that over night. That's how it feels anyways. 

I am so in love with him. He has been amazing these past four years. I honestly can say we have never had a "big" fight. Nothing that ever left me in tears and running off to my moms house. We have had our disagreements but one of us will always admit we are wrong. He treats me like a princess. In fact when I had Max he told the nurse to treat me like the princess that I am. haha. He is always there to support me. When we moved away from our families and I missed my mom so bad he was always there to tell me it was okay. He even listened to me cry on the phone (we took separate cars) while we drove down here because it really sank in that I couldn't just go for a day trip to hang out with my mom anymore. When I wanted to start my diaper business he was the first to say he believed in me. When I failed at my diaper business he was the first to say he was proud of me and that I did a good job. When I told him I could not bare to go to work one more day and leave my Dexter with someone else he took on overtime work so we could make it. When I wanted to look at every house for sale in Camden county when we were buying ours he went along with me and never complained. He never left my side during the birth of both our boys, the entire time I was in the hospital so was he. I wanted to watch a Cubs game at wriggly field, he found a way to go there. I wanted to go to Utah on a trip he found us a way there too. When the lady in the gas station went on and on about how I looked pregnant when Max was two months old he held my hand and told me I was the most beautiful woman he had ever met in his life. He also offered to go kick her butt. When I am not losing weight he asks me if I am even though we both know I am not. Every craft I make he tells me I should sell it, no matter how bad it looks. He takes the kids out when I can't take them anymore. He is always the first person to pick me up when I am sad, cuddle me when I am cold or lonely, laugh with me when I make a bad joke, tell me I am pretty when I try on 18 different outfits, wrestle with me when I am feeling playful, and tell me I am a good mom when he comes home from work and the kidos are driving me nuts. I am far from a perfect wife, he has yet to come home from work to a hot meal and everyone knows how stubborn I am but he loves me anyways. Basically what I am trying to say is I am the luckiest girl in the whole world. I am so lucky we will be together for eternity. 

The year we met 2005

2006

2007

2006

2006

2007

The night we got engaged. 2007

2008

Our initials in a bench 2008

Getting married 2008

our honeymoon 2008

our honeymoon 2008

wriggly field 2009

Pregnant with Dexter 2010

Zion national park 2011

our family 2012

      

“Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself... 'How did I get through all of that?”

Everything I have ever wished for has come to be.